someone like you in my head

Once again, the familiar notes from a piano filled my silent room and all of a sudden, it's become heavy where I sat.  Thinking of the string of words that made the song, it just played on and on and it seems longer than I used to hear. The hair on my arms stand on its end.

                       I heard that you're settled down... 
                                               that you found a girl and--

                         I heard that your dreams came true...

There was this day when you were going on with your life, doing what you used to do, taking things by steps, there will always come a time when you uncover something that changes your mood, and your thoughts for the entire day. This time, it's the truth about the things you thought would always be what is used to be. A face has just revealed itself. That reality changes everything. And there, right in front you, is something treasured that is bidding itself goodbye.

                                  I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited...
                     But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it...

Now must be the time do something you've never done. Be in to his life again. Say hi and hello and wish that everything was what it was before. Let him feel your presence once more. The presence you've missed from him was something you couldn't just leave alone. The last thing you could possibly do is wave your hand in his face and say that you still exist.

                   I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
                               That for me, it isn't over....

Now you have written a thousand words just to get him back (or maybe get him out of your mind.) You write and write the most beautiful letters that you could have said to him. Now you knew the words you were supposed to say, but you know deep inside they will remain on scraps of paper scattered all over you. You were wrong in that attempt to reach him again. Because today, he's different.

                             Nevermind, I'll find someone like you...

                                  I wish nothing but the best, for you too....

                                               
                          Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-...

Regret, denial, and bargaining. All these just to ease what's left of you. The memories will remain as broken pieces of glass that you can't get rid off, where every time you try to feel, you will get hurt.

                    Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

                         Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,...

 I've had enough of this song stuck in my head for a week. Stop.