I'm a stubborn person. I just realized. How on earth am I supposed to achieve anything if I'm so stubborn? There exists an unwritten rule that says you can't be somebody if you are mediocre. You can't be somebody if you choose to not be a glittering achiever. You will remain unnoticed, growing mushrooms in a far corner, unless you step up and push your way just to prove your worth. I'm tired and stubborn. I'm tired of trying to prove my worth. I don't want to prove anything anymore. I can't define what it's worth. What do I have to prove on the first place? Why do I need to be somebody? Why? Just so I can have a place in the crowd? Just so some people would be happy? So that I could be happy? Happy, for a little while that is. What is wrong with me? I refuse to conform to unwritten rules against mediocrity unless my life depended on it. There, I said it. I'm trying to learn how to live. Let people claim their stands and trophies. Let them keep their head up so high. Let them walk amongst the corridors, exclaiming their shining robes of superiority. They deserve it. They deserve it well. They will keep me inspired until my stubborness gets defeated by unnerving regret.
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