and here goes something

i get to make life decisions now. it felt different owing the fact that i never really thought of acquiring too much freedom on the first place. i make a list of plans what i’d do next but staring at them makes me think of something else. its real, the truth, the time where i need to do something before regret eats me up. living is supposed to be randomly fun. it’s having to make choices, taking risks, absorbing what reality really presents itself without taking everything too seriously. 

-troubled thoughts