one particular valentine's day

I’ve been high-fived and spoken to by random people I don’t usually speak with. I can’t remember when was the last time I was in a place where almost every guy would high-five anybody when they think you both agree on something. What’s strange was I tend to have acquired this reflex that when they raise their hand, I instinctively do the same like some automatic response. Now, being around these different people doesn’t make me feel any tinge of any kind of new emotion anymore. Again, I can’t feel a thing, synonymous to almost being numb from everything, except being hungry and being randomly happy when someone attempts to do something funny. But if I take another look at this day, I remember the strongest emotion I felt was randomly talking about this new friend I met somewhere that made my stomach feel like there’s a knot inside. That was weird. For some reason, I feel like being friends with him don’t seem like a good idea but I still did. I need to figure this out.