this person can read me all along. he can see me as a person wearing two masks, one happy and one as sad. but HOW is one explanation i never got from him…

i want to say to him that i do have two masks. the happy face has always been my front. but behind my first mask is someone who is sad.

being happy though you’re sad isn’t a pretend game. it is making a choice of what is les worse. we make choices every day and one is either you mope for a day or find happiness in whatever way. the least thing i want to do is rub off sadness to other people around me. thus i choose to be happy even if i am sad.

this person is figuring me out. and as freakin’ time pass, i want to talk to him, figure him out. T__T

aug26,2010 12:57am