Monday, July 18, 2011

what you think about, you bring about!

here goes my list of encouraging words that i want to keep telling myself over and over again till my fateful day. it might be senseless to some but this is just me applying the law of attraction. 
  • i can do things i never thought i could do and that is what i’m holding on to
  • i have very significant people supporting me in every way that i could deeply gratify every waking day. they will keep me together.
  • the sky may hide me puzzles but i know it will also give me answers
  • i can do what i think i could do because i strive to do so
  • i will attract what is positive because i will not mope for small senseless things rather focus on what makes more sense
  • i may have doubts but i can work through it because i know i can gain greater confidence in myself that could erase these doubts
  • i’m strong! i have the ability! i have the courage! i have my inspirations! i have the power to get hold of what i dream!

i love the windows trees make whenever i look up to the blue sky

-0606011-
the same day

one of the best days of my life is today

because there are…
real simple people
people who makes you stronger than you thought
memorable people
their words forever etched in your journey
happy people
who’s able to trace a wide smile across your face
inspiring people
made you believe and have faith
and strong people
that shared their strength to you

i look forward for the day that someone could disprove that all the good ones are taken

multiple choice question

there’s always, and I mean always, a GREAT chance that your first choice is the correct one. 

lessons learned

this past few months has been a very long roller coaster ride. i feel like i’ve gone through anywhere. from being sick, sad and depressed, to being lost and lonely, to being an empty and happy amused soul, to a manic depressive, then i’d be paranoid and confused, then be infatuated and inspired again, and so on. little things could really a go along way. i’ve learned a lot. i’ve actually made up a list of what I learned so far as i’m getting to the peak of this coaster ride. here goes:
1. DO NOT OVER ANALYZE.
2. ALWAYS stick with the open-ended question
3. don’t be an idiot
4, draw it the RIGHT way
5. DO BETTER!
6. be warned of the word “NOT”
7. write your list
8.  finish the book
9. read further
10. safety is always the best option!
11. don’t consider client incompetent unless said so.
12. re-read!
13. there is, for some odd reason, that your first answer will be the right one. 
14. rethink!
15. be optimistic!
16. find your inspiration…. <3
17. make your mistakes as a stepping stone to success
18. deal with your problems then laugh about it after
19. offer your sacrifice to God! :)
20. have faith in yourself
21. DO your BEST!
22. aim higher than high!
23. don’t lose yourself in the way
24. and then your inspiration.. <3 (this part just doesn’t make sense)
hahaha! so far, this is what i was able to write. there’s still a lot more to add to this list for sure. 

soggy soup

i got myself a soggy soup. it’s made of fundamentals and anything medical-surgical. it was mixed with a huge dollop of psychiatry and what’s therapeutic and spiced up with anything that concerns with care and health. it’s sprinkled with evidenced based research, theories and anything that’s considered legal. it’s then carefully simmered in flames powered by patience, determination, perseverance and prayers. 
i got myself a soggy soup.
my brain. 
why?
why?

goo

you tell me tales i didn’t want to hear
sprawled across your strokes
are distinct blots i didn’t want to feel
but anything i try to do
you sill remind of that hue
where you colored a part of grey
and made grey part of blue
now my senses are mixed up
in this endless patterns
and continuous trance
soon enough,  soon enough
i’d be thinking
again
of
you
&#8212;the sky on my rooftop.
&#8230;something I miss watching. 
—the sky on my rooftop.
…something I miss watching. 

mind if I dream?

where all my repressed thoughts have been
where my memories were forgotten far long
where maybe I want to be
mind if I dream?
even if it’s a plain blurred fantasy
where truth may become real
mind if I dream?
because it’s what I’m striving to be

that bit of tiny thought lying around your mind

sometimes,
you need to let it out,
because it might be bigger than you think

It's Kind of a Funny Story


awesome! if i&#8217;m not mistaken, this was from a funny story &gt;_&lt; hmmm..

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Fireworks
&#8212;the most awesome part of the day (besides food) because I haven&#8217;t seen one for a long time!  waaah&#8230; ^__^
Graduation Day
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Fireworks
—the most awesome part of the day (besides food) because I haven’t seen one for a long time!  waaah… ^__^
Graduation Day
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The Sky on Graduation Day
&#8212;it was rather gray and it drizzled on our heads as our guest speaker was making a speech. Anyway, all was well. This was sundown when the sky decided to give a hint of orange.)
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The Sky on Graduation Day
—it was rather gray and it drizzled on our heads as our guest speaker was making a speech. Anyway, all was well. This was sundown when the sky decided to give a hint of orange.)
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